Saya telah berlatih selama berjam-jam ini, pergi berputar-putar
Dan sekarang saya berpikir bahwa saya punya semuanya
Dan seperti yang saya katakan itu keras, Saya suka bagaimana kedengarannya
Karena saya tidak mengambil jalan keluar yang mudah
Tidak membungkus ini dalam pita
Seharusnya tidak memberikan alasan mengapa

Tidaklah mengherankan jika saya tidak akan berada di sini besok
saya tidak percaya bahwa saya tinggal sampai hari ini
Yea! saya akan menjadi sulit bertindak untuk mengikuti
Tapi saya tahu dalam waktu dekat kita akan menemukan ini tidak mengejutkan

Kadang-kadang saya bertanya-tanya
Kenapa saya masih menunggu
Kadang-kadang saya gemetar
Itulah cara Anda membuat saya
Kadang-kadang saya mempertanyakan
Kenapa saya masih di sini
Kadang-kadang saya pikir saya gila


Jangan kaget ketika kita benci besok

goodbye!
I'll come back for you

13 Desember 2009

As I sat on the edge of the beach
The afternoon was almost over
I passed the time with strangers
But music is my only friend


I can see the pain living in your eyes
And I know how hard you try
You deserve to have much more
I can feel your heart and I simpathize
And I'll never criticize
All you've ever meant to my life

You would never ask me why
My heart is so disguised
I just can't live a lie anymore
I would rather hurt myself
Than to ever make you cry
There's nothing left to say but goodbye

My December

irritated, annoyed, and upset when I began to think the current conditions. For some reason all hollow. Everything was like it was empty in my mind.
no one who understands my feelings
December! yes in December. This is the month where I remember the last 6 years. I felt devastated. That was the most painful day for the month of December . I was always haunted by the image that is not my real . I as though people who do not know where the direction and purpose in life.
I never hated in December. I am very grateful to reconcile with current conditions.
I am very sick! please understand

I will walk anywhere without the light and dark matter this way